Going crazy

I can't say it in words . It's very complicated . Ahh (!) I wish i can expressed this feeling .The only thing that i would do now, is like, get a hammer, knock it to head, tadaaaaa, LUPA INGATAN :)

Even mama and my memba pun noticed that lately aku ni suka mendiam .Ahh(!) *sekali lagi . Serabuuut Serabuuuut . Apa nak jadi nii milahh oii =='

In fact, i just pretend that I AM OKAY but exactly I AM NOT OKAY . Okay, i want to cry . Uwaaaaa *macam budak dajah satu aa .

Deep in my heart, theres a voice saying *Amilah(!), don't pretend to fine, YOU'RE NOT FINE okay(!)

So, today I learn to just be myself and ignore those envy ppl :(